He stepped back and looked at her, as though he was looking at a newly hung painting on a wall, checking to see if it was hanging straight. Then he approached again. His fingers reached out and unfastened the top button of her blouse. She looked up at his face, but he seemed oblivious to her gaze. He was working intently on her buttons, as though undressing a manikin in a department store window. To her surprise he only undid the uppermost buttons and then stopped. She had expected him to completely remove her top, but he seemed content with merely exposing a bit more of her skin. He pulled the upper part of her blouse open so that her shoulders were exposed.

He circled her chair, and she could feel him staring at her. The intensity of his stare felt hot, like sunlight on bare skin. Coming around to the front of her chair again, he stopped. She looked at him. He frowned. Wordlessly he reached out a hand, grabbed her chin firmly, and turned her head to one side so that she was looking away from him. “Stay like that,” he commanded. She could feel him looking her up and down, drinking her in totally. She could see him, from the corner of her eye. She was still wearing her shoes and he reached down and pulled them off, tossing them into a corner of the room. Now she was barefoot.

He slowly circled her chair again till he was standing directly behind her.  She could feel her heart beating as the seconds passed.  What was he doing back there?  What was he planning?  The silent waiting was torturous.  Suddenly she felt his warm breath on her ear, the weight of his hands on her bare shoulders.  He was leaning over her from behind, whispering in her ear. She still couldn’t see him but she could feel the nearness of his physical presence.

The sound of his voice in her ear startled her. It was just a whisper, but its rupture of the maddening silence made her jump a little, as though someone had set off a firecracker behind her. He smirked. “Are you frightened?” His voice had a sensuous rasp to it. “Did you get wet?” He paused. “Are you frightened and excited?” Her breath caught in her throat. She was wet, she noticed. When had that happened?  Perhaps she’d been so intent on wondering what he might do next, that she’d not noticed what was happening between her legs?. “You like this. Don’t you?” he teased. “Being restrained? Feeling like you’re at someone’s mercy?” It was more of a statement than a question. I’m not really at your mercy, she thought. My friend is sitting right behind us, to make sure that nothing goes wrong. She had told him she didn’t feel safe being alone with a stranger. Which is what he was. A few emails, a phone call, and a meeting at a coffee shop. That was all the contact they’d had. They didn’t have any mutual friends – no one who could vouch for him. It was probably fine, but she didn’t want to take any risks. He’d agreed she could have a friend present, as long as the friend sat quietly in the background. “Does your friend Kate know what a little slut you are?” he asked, suddenly. For an anxious moment she wondered if he could read her mind. He reached between her legs and felt the dampness of her panties. “Hey! Kate,” he said, “Your little friend here is totally wet. She’s a total little submissive.” He walked around to the front of her again, leaned forward with his hands on her thighs, and looked into her eyes, his face inches from hers. “Tell your friend Kate how wet you are,” he demanded. She was silent for a moment. “Come on,” he said, “Tell her.” She discovered that her mouth was a little dry. She swallowed, then she said, in a flat voice, “Kate, I’m wet.”
“Say it with more emotion,” he told her. She was tempted to repeat herself in a sing-song kid’s voice, but she resisted the temptation. “Kate, I’m TOTALLY wet!” she said, letting a little excitement into her voice. “Good girl.” He reached out with the palm of one hand and slowly stroked her cheek. She could feel the warmth of his hand. There was a certain emotion to his touch. A lingering energy. This felt more intimate than if he’d stroked her cunt. To her surprise, she felt a thrill of childish happiness at his words of praise. The next thing she knew he’d tipped the chair backward in one sudden movement and lowered it carefully onto the floor so that she was now lying on her back with her feet in the air. Lying on her manacled hands was uncomfortable and she tried to shift to her side. He rolled her over onto her knees, with her forehead resting on the floor, her hands still cuffed behind her back. “These manacles are starting to hurt, sir,” she said. “Do I hear someone talking? Funny. No one asked permission to speak,” he said. “Sorry, sir. May I have permission to speak?” He was kneeling beside her, pulling her panties down to her knees, and pulling her skirt up so that her bare ass was up in the air. He gave it a swat, and she felt a crisp sting. “That’s for not asking the first time. Now, yes, you may speak.” “The handcuffs.” “ I know. I was planning to take them off anyway. But you’ll have to follow my commands precisely, or the handcuffs will go on again, understand?” “Yes,” she said. “Instead of using a physical restraint to hold your hands in place, I’ll expect you to use mental restraint. So, after I remove these handcuffs, I want you to keep your hands behind your back, clasping your left wrist with your right hand. Understand?” She indicated that she understood. He undid the cuffs, grabbed her by the upper arms, and helped her up to her feet. Her panties were still down by her knees. “Walk over to the wall, with your hands behind your back.” She wanted to remove the panties, or pull them back up, but he hadn’t told her to, and she didn’t dare to ask. “Don’t let those panties drop as you walk.” Was he reading her mind again? She waddled awkwardly over to the wall. “Kate! Doesn’t she look cute when she walks like this?”

1. @openinglotus RT: “But Swami Rahasya, she protested, if everyone is the beloved, how do you choose which one to go home with?” hahaha7:48 AM Sep 19th from web in reply to openinglotus
2. @Zidapi ~ Professor Layton comic strip, gave me a chuckle. Thanks!7:46 AM Sep 19th from web in reply to Zidapi
3. I posted a new blog entry: “Are They Lying? Or Telling Us What We Want to Hear?” check it out!! at http://bit.ly/2GC02E xxooxx playswith7:44 AM Sep 19th from web
4. Last episode of True Blood was disappointing. They’ve run out of ideas.2:13 PM Sep 15th from mobile web
5. Took my dog to Petrock fundraising festival for animals2:12 PM Sep 15th from mobile web
6. @jamye: (“rode the LA subway for the first time last night. I have no fear”) How did you manage that? LOL10:10 AM Sep 13th from web in reply to jamye
7. The opening credits for “Dexter” are masterful, and are well worth watching in themselves.10:08 AM Sep 13th from web
8. I’ve only seen “Dexter” the TV show. The premise didn’t appeal to me when I first heard it, but Michael Hall’s nuanced acting got me hooked.10:07 AM Sep 13th from web
9. The general consensus is that “Dexter” the Showtime series is better than the novels it is based upon10:06 AM Sep 13th from web
10. If you’ve struggled with a dark secret, you can relate to Dexter. This site compares the novels to the Showtime series http://bit.ly/33rDnx9:54 AM Sep 13th from web
11. @FracturedFrame: 1- zivity is a pay site 2- where exactly on zivity is your photo set? 3- what’s CREEEEPY about it?6:59 PM Sep 11th from web in reply to FracturedFrame
12. Lady Gaga photos in “Out”: bondage, vampires, medical — this one is the most cutting edge http://bit.ly/3dknr56:53 PM Sep 11th from web
13. Romance novels glorifying rape are old-school?http://bit.ly/sexistrom6:35 PM Sep 8th from web
14. The 19th century thought novels were a bad influence. Now we’re encouraged to read novels, but not watch movies ~http://bit.ly/novelsbad12:23 PM Sep 8th from web
15. Transcripts of the Kefauver Commission probe into Irving Klaw, Bettie Page, and fetish publications ~ http://bit.ly/pageklaw12:14 PM Sep 8th from web
16. interesting music site – definitely worth checking – barbie gives it 5 stars: http://idolator.com/5:06 AM Sep 8th from web
17. @LovingRestraint: re Virgo: Do you EVER really want to get involved emotional drama?? The term “DRAMA” — doesn’t that say it all?5:02 AM Sep 8th from web in reply to LovingRestraint
18. http://www.afinefrenzy.com/… I’m digging these free tracks!4:59 AM Sep 8th from web
19. Fall music picks from Maura Johnston http://idolator.com as featured on NPR http://ow.ly/osdw tracks from Hope Sandoval & Miranda Lambert3:56 AM Sep 8th from HootSuite
20. Hahaha — very cool short video ! http://redchairconfessions….6:32 AM Sep 4th from HootSuite
21. RT @melanarchy: I wish my Grandpa was a narwhal:http://bit.ly/wP8Zg6:28 AM Sep 4th from HootSuite
22. @subguide – Definition of high maintenance – Will you be publishing your findings? Where?5:32 PM Sep 3rd from HootSuite in reply to subguide
23. @ lbryvxn ["thanks for the plug!"] Happy to plug you (ooops, that came out wrong! LOL)9:06 AM Sep 2nd from HootSuite
24. I upgraded to #HootSuite 2.0 because It is easier to manage my twitter account. http://hootsuite.com/upgrade8:17 AM Sep 2nd from HootSuite
25. OMG, unbelievable story! Jaycee Lee Dugard and her crazed, sex offender kidnapper. Reminiscent of the Pamela Smart story. OMG! Google it.9:41 PM Aug 30th from web
26. @duckydoo . . .Nite, duckydoo!9:24 PM Aug 30th from web in reply to duckydoo
27. “Chainsaw Slut” !? — okay, I REALLY want to know what this paraticular piece of eSmut could be about? Anyone know?http://bit.ly/UJ8OU9:22 PM Aug 30th from web
28. @msmagggiemayhem — hello, hello, wherever you are!9:20 PM Aug 30th from web
29. “True Blood” season finale in 2 weeks. Yes the plot is silly and often campy, but I like it anyway.7:18 PM Aug 30th from API
30. @mmmhollywould (“tha’ts exactly what I want to do, don’t you know. . .”) Yeah, well, you’re turning me on even more, you little tease, LOL12:55 PM Aug 30th from web
31. Clever, funny, sexy poem: “Dribbling and slobbering around your tree bring you close to spray.” from this blog:http://bit.ly/libraryvixen12:52 PM Aug 30th from web
32. Are you a “face-slut”?? http://fetlife.com/users/23…8:41 AM Aug 30th from web
33. @sarcastabitch (“claim it as your own”) Awright!!!!8:41 AM Aug 30th from web in reply to sarcastabitch
34. @sassywicked – nice photo! RT http://tumblr.com/xoh2wgm0w7:54 AM Aug 30th from web in reply to sassywicked
35. “The judicious application of pain increases ardour.” — as far as I know, I just invented this “quote.” Anyone know of a different source?7:53 AM Aug 30th from web
36. Just finished sleeping for eleven hours. Tired maybe?7:52 AM Aug 30th from web
37. After-play pillow talk tonight — she tells me “Weird! I don’t like what you do to me. . .AND I do! You make “feeling used” feel erotic.”8:09 PM Aug 28th from web
38. RT susiebrightWhen Sexual “Self-Help” is the Problemhttp://bit.ly/ZjGko8:02 PM Aug 28th from web
39. Hahaha. . .RT @Justineplays Today, I realized none of my FMLs have been posted. FML.10:21 AM Aug 28th from web
40. @Erinkyan (“Failed at Second Life, won at Life.”) Try Fetlife, LOL9:19 AM Aug 28th from web in reply to Erinkyan
41. Catholic neurosis — This photo is enough to make me cream! ~http://bit.ly/rosary (photographer ~ http://bit.ly/erphot) #kink9:18 AM Aug 28th from web
42. Pain, pleasure, power in 140 burning keystrokes twib.es/449 #kink9:06 AM Aug 28th from Twibes
43. @mmmhollywould: (“I love a girl with a ball gag in her mouth :0) in fact I love being that woman!”) … You’re turning me on, mmm!! 8:52 AM Aug 28th from web in reply to mmmhollywould
44. @sassywicked I just joined the twibe too! http://twibes.com/bdsm. Thanks!8:49 AM Aug 28th from web
45. 
    “The 100 Top BDSM Books” http://www.bdsmbooklist.com/
    ———————————————————–RT @ mmmhollywould: Kinky is using a feather. Perverted is using the whole chicken.7:22 PM Aug 27th from web
46. 7:18 PM Aug 27th from web
47. @mmmhollywould: Thinking of the sound of you gagging makes me hot ! LOL9:42 AM Aug 27th from web in reply to mmmhollywould
48. Women’s and Men’s Myths and Fears About Erectile Dysfunction – my new blog post http://wp.me/sBkVu-1009:41 AM Aug 27th from web
49. Pollen and ragweed are kicking my ass! I feel so drowsy!http://pollen.com8:11 AM Aug 27th from mobile web
50. supportyourcountry.cn/ It is a password stealing “attack site” — haha, figures! — “[Showy] patriotism is the last refuge of scoundrels.”10:07 PM Aug 25th from web
51. It’s not all about PIV - http://bit.ly/edplus – amazon.com – Don’t let the title mislead – For anyone that wants to get out of a rut (LOL)10:01 PM Aug 25th from web
52. This is a bit of “old news” – but if you haven’t seen it, check out “This Film Is Not Yet Rated” http://bit.ly/ifcmpa6:26 AM Aug 25th from web
53. RT @mmmhollywould When a man talks dirty to a woman, it’s sexual harassment. When a woman talks dirty to a man, it’s $3.95 a minute.6:18 PM Aug 24th from web
54. @mmmhollywould : “itty bitty dress,” “adorable,” “slutty.” Yum !!6:07 PM Aug 24th from web in reply to mmmhollywould
55. “Death Panel” hysteria has become a “fact free zone” – Keith Obermann, MSNBC5:42 PM Aug 24th from mobile web
56. Every day “experts” complain that this or that thing (Google, gaming, MTV) will lead to the downfall of “civilization.”1:21 PM Aug 24th from mobile web
57. Earliest fetish depiction in a mainstream movie? Alex’s bootlicking scene from Stanley Kubrick’s “A Clockwork Orange” (1971)5:15 PM Aug 23rd from web
58. Hey kinky folk: Definition of a “True Master” = would be one who could successfully train his or her own teenagers to obey !! LOL10:16 AM Aug 23rd from web
59. Everyday equivalents of “mascochism” — #1: the delights of eating hot chili peppers!!8:43 AM Aug 23rd from web
60. “Don’t frighten the horses” – famous, forgotten quote in the history of sexual liberation. http://bit.ly/JA5Q6 – also http://bit.ly/2b8tQX11:25 PM Aug 22nd from web
61. RT @sassywicked Use Balls: http://bit.ly/a8r5O – Humorous cartoon11:03 PM Aug 22nd from web
62. RT @mmmhollywould – her site = http://sneezefreaks.com – go visit it – it’s hilarious !!1:53 PM Aug 21st from web
63. S&M Communion Wafers? AerLingus? Mammoth Erections? – Dave’s Double Entendre Blog http://bit.ly/M6yN75:08 PM Aug 20th from web
64. True or false? Kink is not a mental illness. Sign petition to revise the DSM (psychiatric manual) to normalize kink: http://bit.ly/ZUhbB9:15 PM Aug 19th from web
65. Killing the Buddha – A religion magazine for people made anxious by churches. Great reporting! http://bit.ly/ol4kJ8:20 AM Aug 19th from web
66. Harvey Kurtzman, creator of the Playboy cartoon “Little Annie Fanny,” helped Robert Crumb, Gloria Steinhem, Monty Pythonhttp://bit.ly/PExpl8:33 PM Aug 18th from web
67. Whipped by her lover — erotic literature in second century Rome. My new blog post. http://wp.me/pBdpJ-z8:29 PM Aug 18th from web
68. Got kink credentials? How’s your bdsm “resume”? Needs padding?http://fetlife.com/users/23… – laments of a recluse5:44 PM Aug 18th from web
69. This is ragweed season http://bit.ly/1ptJ7F I can sense th allergens in the air! Daily allergen count available at http://pollen.com11:23 AM Aug 17th from web
70. @trialsinner: “So I just rode on the roof of a car with a bow and arrows while drinking a bottle of champagne.” ~ sounds like quite a sight!9:14 PM Aug 16th from web
71. @NicSheehan ~ I’ve been enjoying your changes of main pics9:05 PM Aug 16th from web in reply to NicSheehan
72. Where does this saying come from? “A bird and a fish may fall in love, but where would they live together?”9:02 PM Aug 16th from web
73. Kathy Griffin “My Life on the D-List” (BRAVO-TV) ~ I LOVE it !!10:45 AM Aug 16th from mobile web
74. @Curious_Kelly: accidents will happen. Will dad get angry? Worried? Disappointed? Critical?8:46 AM Aug 15th from web in reply to Curious_Kelly
75. Smart talk & tips about twitter’s Direct Message system ~http://twittercism.com/dm-i…8:09 AM Aug 15th from web
76. @Ethnicmutt – I can’t reply to your DM unless you follow me back !!!8:05 AM Aug 15th from web in reply to Ethnicmutt
77. @TawdryHepburnXO: Have you answered your question yet? (“Can I Reiki things. . . even if they are social and filled with decadence?”)7:47 AM Aug 15th from web in reply to TawdryHepburnXO
78. I found myself growling like an animal, deep guttural sounds. Sexy or comical? “In the moment” is it a turn-on? Do you do this too?7:40 AM Aug 15th from web

1. Smart talk & tips about twitter’s Direct Message system ~http://twittercism.com/dm-i…8:09 AM Aug 15th from web
2. @Ethnicmutt – I can’t reply to your DM unless you follow me back !!!8:05 AM Aug 15th from web in reply to Ethnicmutt
3. @TawdryHepburnXO: Have you answered your question yet? (“Can I Reiki things. . . even if they are social and filled with decadence?”)7:47 AM Aug 15th from web in reply to TawdryHepburnXO
4. I found myself growling like an animal, deep guttural sounds. Sexy or comical? “In the moment” is it a turn-on? Do you do this too?7:40 AM Aug 15th from web
5. Heading home from hook-up with barbie. Didn’t want to sleep over. I like my bed !12:18 AM Aug 15th from mobile web
6. Wendy’s “boneless buffalo wings” eww! Ate half, threw the rest away. Sans sauce they would taste like cardboard. Texture was also blech!2:13 PM Aug 14th from web
7. Don’t be a victim. Don’t be a “poor me!” — Submissive does not equal victim.6:45 AM Aug 14th from API
8. Exquisite photos, literate writing, worth checking out:http://ladyjulia.net/myblog/ (hypno-domme)5:56 AM Aug 14th from web
9. Survey question: Do sexual preoccupations interfere with other activities? ~ http://bit.ly/P63GB7:59 PM Aug 13th from web
10. Potential sub bit the dust. Where oh where can my subbie be?3:00 PM Aug 13th from mobile web
11. “I Heart Huckabee” sex scene: the great French actress Isabelle Huppert gets her face shoved in the mud ~ http://twurl.nl/41fuf36:08 PM Aug 12th from twhirl
12. I often think photos of women covered with dirt or mud look erotic. But in real life, most women totally want to avoid dirt or mud :05:50 PM Aug 12th from twhirl
13. “Is Your Husband Gay?” Extremely stupid quiz, with tons of adshttp://www.mydailymoment.com5:47 PM Aug 12th from twhirl
14. One drop of oil can make up to 6 gallons of water undrinkable.http://bit.ly/fRTjp6:47 AM Aug 12th from twhirl
15. Rachel Maddow, MSNBC, new poll: 46% if North Carolina voters aren’t sure if Obama was born in USA & 8% aren’t sure if Hawaii is part of US8:34 PM Aug 11th from web
16. Blue Cross urges, “No public option in health reform!” Genuine concern? or protecting their profits? http://www.gethealthreformr…8:16 PM Aug 11th from web
17. Tell me your opinion: Is erotic fiction is less satisfying than images?http://bit.ly/eroticatrbl ~ Do you prefer print or celluloid?6:25 PM Aug 11th from web
18. Want to research 20th century fetish culture?http://www.leatherarchives.org3:45 PM Aug 11th from web
19. 9 out of 10 submissive girls have given up trying to explain themselves to their vanilla friends.2:50 PM Aug 11th from mobile web
20. John Willie, early twentieth century fetish artist, perfected an inescapable rope bondage rigging – directions athttp://bit.ly/gstringtie7:54 PM Aug 9th from web
21. Horniness factor has shot through the ceiling since I quit the SSRI. Anyone else have similar experience?12:16 PM Aug 9th from mobile web
22. Browsing http://churchofsinvention.com — unique, quality leather gear. Yum yum (sigh)10:47 AM Aug 9th from API
23. I am now on fetlife as “playswithbarbie.” Come friend me.9:07 AM Aug 9th from web
24. Learned a new term: “He got mentally erect” – as in, having a mental erection, without a physical erection.9:07 AM Aug 9th from web
25. RT @psyche212 : what is it with people who know I have a master and still try to hit on me and “Dom” me They are clueless poseurs!4:27 PM Aug 8th from API in reply to psyche212
26. I have a sensor that detects if a submissive is in range. I can tell how submissive the girl is by checking how hard the instrument gets.12:49 PM Aug 8th from API
27. check out http://twitter.com/NicDatta – she did a really cool photoshop effect on her homepage !8:16 AM Aug 8th from web
28. listening to the commentary track on “The Notorious Bettie Page” DVD – the writers did a lot of research!7:59 AM Aug 8th from web
29. Are your panties wet? Why erotic humiliation is so very sexy. Read my blog & share your story ~ http://bit.ly/erohumiliate ~1:31 PM Aug 7th from web
30. slapping my sub in the face with a tumescent penis – details athttp://bit.ly/ckslapping – yum! – also, sensation, submission & mind-reading12:47 PM Aug 6th from web
31. New blog post: flogging as aphrodisiac in ancient Rome -http://domophilia.wordpress… – the ancient history of kink/fetish/bdsm rocks!9:04 AM Aug 6th from web
32. Caning my sub and writing about the origins of bdsm athttp://domophile.wordpress.com. Read about Petrarch’s kinky fantasies!8:03 PM Aug 5th from web
33. flogging my sub. . .http://domophilia.wordpress…11:44 AM Aug 4th from web